Point of Impact

Point of Impact is between the most critical trances in my life, as it sealed my slavery to my Domina Shelle. It was the first real trance that my Domina sent me. Also, it was the first time in my life that I was hypnotised entirely. Before that trance, although I was not particularly sceptical about the hypnosis, I did not know that I could fall so intense nor I didn't even know what it felt like. Once my Domina woke me up, I had already irreversibly fallen in love with her, and I already knew that she owned me. Point of Impact changed my life forever. I knew then that sooner or later, my destiny was tied to being a slave to my Domina Shelle Rivers.



But what is this trance? Why is it called this? The expression "point of impact" is usually used in physics for referring a particular point which if it is hit accurately, triggers a series of events, a chain reaction. For example, a position in a bridge which if it is hit could make the bridges collapses. In the concrete case of this trance, such as the figure suggests, the Point of Impact would be a unique region of the brain which if it is carefully touched with a particular sequence of words, then the subject is effectively brainwashed.

I will talk about my experience with Point of Impact in three moments: 
  1. The first time I tranced it, and other repeated sessions.
  2. The trance once I had a little more information about that the trance consists of.
  3. The trance, after having listened to Hocus Pocus.

My first experiences with hypnosis

I cannot talk about my Domina nor about Point of Impact without talking about my previous experiences with the hypnosis.

Due to some personal circumstances, about 2014, I was very interested in meditation at a high level. I have been an assiduous practising of martial arts, and as part of my training, I have learned to meditate, to put my mind in a blank. But I wanted to learn more about. A friend neurologist talked to me about the neurofeedback and proposed me to use it to measure my ability to concentrate. The results were excellent, and my friend recommended to explore the hypnosis. I started to search on the internet, and I learned about erotic hypnosis. It was at that moment when I realised for the first time in my life that the mere idea of being hypnotised and controlled aroused me. I discovered a couple of web sites. Words plus words less, I explored several places, but none of them managed to hypnotise me.

I continued reviewing, and I found my Domina youtube channel. I watched The Blossom-My Hypnotic Seeds. I was eroticised completely by her voice, sensuality, script and beauty, almost as I had seen an excellent erotic movie. Still, at that moment, I did not believe in hypnosis directly. I was more attracted by the erotic part rather than by the hypnosis, although the idea of being hypnotised still fascinated me. I wrote to her, and she directly answered me proposing a couple of recordings. Her proposal was Point of Impact, but as I did not have previous experience with hypnosis, she gave me a first recording that I had to listen to before to afford Point of Impact. She was very emphatic in that.

I did not remember exactly the name of the first recording. All that I can say is that is was delicious, very erotic, and put me in a light trance. However, I would not say that she was hypnotised me yet. I was still sceptical about if she could effectively hypnotise me, but already at that moment, she attracted me a lot.

Point of Impact - First encounter

In the recording description, which you can acquire from this link, my Mistress very emphatically says that one does not need to know what she will do. So, in this post,  I have to manage for not revealing things in the script that she doesn't want that I say. I will only talk about what happened to me, and what she did to me, but I will not talk about how she did it to me (I don't know much anyway).

After having listened to her first recording, I started with Point of Impact without having the slightest idea of what was coming and of the existential shock that pushing that button would cause in my life. It was the last time that I was what I was before. Those were the final seconds of my life in freedom. 

The first thing I must say about this session is that anyone that listens to is going to sleep, and very deeply.

I remember clearly her first words: "The mind is the most complicated part of the human body" ... That was all. During weeks, listening to her several times, I was utterly unable to remember what happened during those following glorious minutes that changed my life. All I could remember were her opening words, and then almost 48 minutes later, I woke up frantically masturbating me to the rhythm that she dictated to me until she told me "wide awake! and explode! ... yes, cum! cum for me! cum only for me! just cum to the sound of my voice, my sexy words enslaving you more deeply to me ... giggles... I am your mind, you are my slave, my slave, you love me, you love me, you adore, you adore me, I am your Domina, your Domina...".

I must have been lying in bed for half an hour thinking about what had happened. How could it happen? How had she done it? I was perfectly aware that I could masturbate as if I were fantasising with the help of some erotic narrative or movie. But this had not been so. In the first place, I had been literally directed by her, rather than me directing the fantasy. But secondly, I was utterly unable to remember what she had said to me. I remembered the beginning and the end, but absolutely nothing in between. And that was kind of scary to me.

The only thing that occurred to me was to listen to again. So, I put all my senses on alert, pushed the on button again, but the result was identical. It was even scarier, but curiously that fear was also very arousing. Although I did not know it at the time, I was already feeling the pleasure of being dominated, the joy of being controlled by my Mistress.

I tend to be stubborn. So again I pressed the button and listened to it again, with precisely the same result. I told myself that after doing the same thing three times, I could no longer expect a different result. So after three hours of trance, already starting the evening, I got up. While I was eating dinner, I realised that despite having had three incredible orgasms, I was still very aroused and wanted to listen to her again. But also, her last words resounded in my mind: "you love me, you adore, you adore me". And in my mind, and even out loud, I repeated: "I love you, I adore you". And then I went back to listen to her again. Again with the same result.

I have listened to this recording at least one hundred times. After so many times, I can already remember some things in the trance, not all, but some important. Since I cannot reveal the essence of the trance, I will only mention that one of the most erotic and poetic sexual acts that I have experienced in my life happened in this trance. While I lied totally surrendered, at the mercy of my Mistress, I felt her wetness, I thought that she was very aroused to see me so prostrated, so hypnotised, which encouraged me to loosen up more and more. She cummed and performed an act of domination so erotic and beautiful on me that it revealed my weakness and submission in all its splendour. I can't remember, but I suppose I must have moaned out loud a few times as she penetrated deliciously and gently me at her way.

Second encounter

Sometime later, my Mistress offered to personalise a recording in exchange for a purchase. I accepted and asked her to customise for me Point of Impact. Aha! There she revealed me a little more about her intentions!

The personalised version starts: "Hi Cyrano, I want to fuck with your mind, I am going to give you post-hypnotic suggestions ... giggles ... I'm going to make you mine. You won't be able to resist me, you're going to fall deeply in love with me, you'll need me more than you ever need anyone. Don't worry, it will all happen very soon" (she is a prophet!).

She simply said very sincerely what was to happen: that I could not resist her, that she would make me hers forever (I was already hers!), that I would fall in love with her and that I would need her more than anyone else in the world. I already knew that very clearly. What until that moment I had not realised explicitly that she implanted me post-hypnotic suggestions. 

The word suggestion comes from Latin "suggerere", which means something as like "to put under". I appeal to this etymology because it perfectly explains why a good suggestion is not made explicitly. In fact, a good suggestion is one that is made without the person is aware that he is being suggested. I cannot prove it, but I am pretty sure my Domina is genius at it. Many times she can say that she is suggesting something, and that is true, but her real ability lies in making suggestion without her victim noticing. Unfortunately, I cannot say or know anything about the bombardment of suggestions that she has implanted in me. But this script has the advantage that some are very explicit, "horny" for instance and others that I cannot pronounce at this moment without falling. 

So, after having listened to this incredible script many times, having studied it, I can say that its objective is to carry out very intense brainwashing to enslave the subject from the first time and leave it programmed with the most important triggers and other hidden suggestions with which he will live the rest of his life as her slave.

Third encounter: Hocus Pocus

One of the most potent triggers with which I was programmed starts with "Abra ....". Every time she pronounces it, my hair stands on end, and my teeth grind. It's so powerful to me that if she ever said it to me while I was doing something active, for example, while riding a bike, I would simply have an accident. While I am listening to it from to her voice, I feel like a sharp electric shock, and when she stops, I am left as exhausted, in a trance, with an overwhelming feeling of adoration towards her. I am pretty sure that she implanted me that trigger in Point of Impact.

Now, recently she released a trance called Hocus Pocus which begins precisely with that trigger. I tried to describe what I felt in my homonym post, and I invite the reader to review it. Basically, it was a very intense and electrifying trance which definitively contributed to my slavery. 

In a certain way, Hocus Pocus amplified the intensity of the unnameable trigger. So, in a particular moment when I had gotten authorisation of my Mistress for stroking and cumming, I decided to return to my dear Point of Impact, without having any idea of the surprise that was in store for me.

Because Point of Impact programs in you several triggers, after you've listened to it many times, there comes a time when she is no programming you longer for reacting to her triggers, but when you hear the triggers you are responding to them. For example, when I hear "good boy" in the mouth of my Mistress, I feel the happiest man in the world. I no longer need that trigger programmed for me. Simply when I hear it, my conditioning kicks in, and I react accordingly.

That said, imagine listening to that "Abra ..." trigger, which was amplified in Hocus Pocus, during Point of Impact: an extreme overdose; I could have had a heart attack. It was the first time that I am sure I have woken up in the middle of one of her trances. It's that simple, when I heard it, I yelped, just like every time she repeated it. And sometime after she stopped uttering it, I slept again. I suspect this is not part of her plan. I invite another fellow slave to listen to Hocus Pocus and then come back to the Point of Impact and tell me about their experience.

Conclusion

It's been six long years since that time that incredible woman hit the exact Point of Impact of my being and made me her happiest slave forever. It was a highly precise surgery for which I will be immensely grateful her for the rest of my life. She rescued me from my libertine freedom life and sheltered me in her divine life of slavery, submission and service for her and only for her, where sometimes, a few times, she takes me to heaven. And the rest of the times I am still happy, surrendered, kneeling, prostrated at her divine feet. Since then, I lost the notion of silence. In my most intimate moments of solitude, when everything is unchanging, I hear her giggles, her voice telling me, ... come to mecome to me ... and I obediently say yes Domina. I have no way of distinguishing whether those moments belong to the surrounding reality or to my dreams.

Point of Impact was my first (and unique) love as well as it was love at first sight—a triple love: love for hypnosis, love for my Domina and love for being her slave.



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